Simultaneously feeling isolated and overwhelmed. Out at a meal today I had the tightening of a dread knot in my stomach, clumsy words and an intense desire to leave the table and never return. I've not felt this way in a while. This morning I didn't find any joy in writing my novel. Uncomfortable and anxious at the … Continue reading Mental Health And Self Care
The antibiotics are working my chest is getting clearer and writing is getting easier. I'm onto a scene in which the plot and characters are similar if not the same as my previous drafts. Super short post but keeping that wordcount going Today's Wordcount: 334
I am once again on antibiotics for a chest infection and steroids for my asthma. This is my morning lot of medication. However, I have been able to work a fair bit on my novel. I've made a little rewards chart for wordcount goal I reach. For the first 2100 words, I get a little … Continue reading Writing Through The Asthma
Yesterday Morning Oh yes, I'm feeling much better. My Asthma's calmed down and I'm sure the side effects of steroids won't even affect me anymore. I'll be perfectly fine to go to Pride. Not even a big deal! This Morning Oh dear god I'm going to die! It turns out that having a weak throat from asthma … Continue reading Past Me Was A Dirty Liar!
Today has been a sleeping day. I had a mild asthma attack last night and like a good little patient, followed my asthma plan, and headed to the doctor's this morning. I've started my course of steroids which bring a whole lot of side effects added to the exhaustion of asthma. So yes I am … Continue reading Damn You Asthma!