Something is going on with my anxiety today. Things are just a bit more difficult than they should be. Town was incredibly busy today and it felt as though everyone was a threat. No writing today, just anxiety. Flowy was a bit of a life saver tonight. I've no idea what tomorrow will bring. The … Continue reading Anxiety
So I am trying out a new App called Fabulous, it's meant to help with motivation and forming positive habits. It worked for me today! Though I suppose that really isn't the purpose of the app. I'll see if it continues to work. Anyway, I'm pleased with myself today because as well as tidying up … Continue reading I’m a Happy Writer
I only wrote the first couple of sentences of a chapter today. I'm finding it very difficult to get started again. The screen hurts my eyes. Yesterday we did the first stock take at Crafty. I spent the day counting buttons. It all sounds very fun, but after the first five tubes or so my … Continue reading Ho-Hum
Here we go, after much procrastination, I sat myself down at the computer and opened up Scrivener. I was determined to get started on the next part of my novel. The point of view changes in the second part and I am, in essence, rewriting this massive chunk from another perspective. With the greatest of … Continue reading Chiselling Through the Second Part of my Novel
Today I wrote a post for my Today I Made blog called So Many Unfinished Things. I should probably add a big old revision of my novel to that list. I spent today in bed for the most part and the afternoon making a pretty dress. Now it is time for bed. Perhaps tomorrow will … Continue reading Creative but not Writing
I am a creature of habit, or perhaps more accurately, habit and routine are important aspects of my recovery. The times in my life when my routine is disrupted, inevitably lead to heightened anxiety. That has not changed through my recovery. What has changed is the way I deal with that anxiety. I now know … Continue reading Disrupted Routine.